I dont know how it all started. But though I wish to say something.. I guess, we should just stop here. before the consequences get out of hand. For the time being, enough said. HUSH.~


its all over? hopefully. seriously. forget that its all happened and start afresh?
-v-

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when i was at nyp on wed, taopok asked me to watched some videos. haha.. heres are some of it I managed to find.. that IDIOT lady and decided to share it with my "regular customers" (you know who you are.). LOL. enjoy!~














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after like centuries, hj finally like msg me. WIDE GRIN. ~ its only for the both of us to know...:) ooh ya.. btw.. theres this like a guy calling me.. i didnt answer. so i msged him.. WHO ARE YOU? then he called again.. I didnt reply. so then he rplied thhat he was SHAM. then I was like, HOW DID YOU GET MY NO.? then he said.. YOU KNOW WHAT? I THINK ITS THE WORNG NO. COZ WEN I MET MY OLD FWN, HE SCRRIBLE THE NO. SO, I MUST HAVE DIALLED THE WRONG NO. k. fine.. nvm.. wrong no.. BIG DEAL.! den he kept like msging, BTW, CAN YOU INTRO. YOU SINGLE? HOW OLD? WAD SKL? WAD RACE? man. its like those chatrooms i used to go.. WHAT A FLIRT LA. i just like ignored him.. but then, he persistently called me. who cares?

guys~

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Labels: you dont b*tch about me.

so I went home.. watched tv. cartoons.. talk shows.. blahblahblah. THEN.
As I was watching MTV's ac/dc.. i saw this video. this video is like NUMBER..ERM.. (gee. i dont rmb. OH WELL.) so I searched it up on youtube. this is the first time I listened to this song. I just find this soooo freaking related to me. The title is nevermind me. From Maria Mena. Dont know who the heck she is, but oh well.. sing along if you know it.. my latest emo song.. LOL.






What is the game we're playing?
should I stick around for more?
Snap your fingers I'll coming running
Leave again when you're bored
with me
I'll make it easy

Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just cast shadows on your walls
Nevermind me, nevermind me
My God I feel so small
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just cast shadows on your walls
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just let myself out.

This facade that I'm stuck with
has got me wondering
Just tell me how you want me
and I'll be naked stumbling
just to get a reaction, any signs of love

Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just cast shadows on your walls
Nevermind me, nevermind me
My God I feel so small
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just cast shadows on your walls
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just let myself out.

Bottle up your smile
Pour it in a cup
I'll be on my way
once I've sobered up





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is it my attitude problem, or is it her who is soooooo irritating. You la rude. IDIOT. like if you gimme a chance, I would have ________ her already. The world is full of weird people, and that includes me and you.
SUCK IT UP, and live with it.
Its the people like us that make the world go round. and I say it again, SUCK THAT EGO UP. the girl ACT CUTE only sia. the _______ is like, whose No. _____? no reply. so I counted the tables that follow the index no. so its her. I was like yelling at her la. " eh? she's talking to you right? ".. ppl keep asking whose paper is that and she was soooo fcuked up and I soooo pity the teacher seeing her soooo stressed. she like what nvr reply. everyone just looked at me when I yelled. Still no reply. I mean if you do wrong just admit la. nothing wrong with that right? in the end, we got scolded for the printing stuff. PISSED.

today was like the rest of the roleplay stuff. I and aida was like busy eating away. LOL. there roleplay was not bad. at least roleplay's over for all of us. we should take a break or something. yea-yeah!

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serenity....

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sooooo HAPPY to see banana & taUpok after like the month of the JAE and stuff.. ethel didnt expect me to be there. haha! SUrPRISE! LOL. the poly students there didnt really notice that im an ite student.. maybe im just downgrading myself. wtf!

YEAH! i'll be there with you all.. just u wait ppl. another few more years. I WILL make it there!


they are still the same to me. at least even if theres a change, its not too drastic.

WELL.
today was ok.
just sleepy.
MAN! THOSE EYEBAGS!
and if its worser, it might just cover the whole face considering my face is already small.. HECK NO WAY MAN!

i must catch up with my sleep. its getting worse.

-
well. an A is gd isnt it?
ya. cannot be satisfied. later big-headed.

it seems that we are arguing indirectly and not talking in reality. HMM.. oh well! life must go on!

the pics from vesak day just arrived. too lazy to move it to that entry. so i decided to put in this one instead.









i' just realise that we look soooo ADORABLE together. LOL!
it aint the same w/o Agerina in the pic... :(


well! thats all! take care.. and ya.. drink LOTS of plain water!

haha.~

Labels: SOME people.

i was sucH a stiff one at roleplay. i didint noe what i was saying. dissapointed in myself. but sim didnt say anything bad abt us. thats a gd thing right? i noe i was just looking at my bad points. i nervous breakdown ah. wheres the nervous recovery? oh. shut the fcuk up!



i not going to skl tmr. hehe. i meeting banana and taupok tmr.. i tink i'll be seeing the rest too.. going nyp for lunch sounds crap eh? haha.. well, thats my friends(: wide grin!~ cant wait!

Labels: roleplay

was at t3.. cool stuff there.. i mean the environment was cool.. i suaku mah.. down there hungry la sei..

SHUDDUP! LET THE PICTURES DO THE TALKING!





me and cousins.. the girls to be exact.



oh ya.. I saw hidayah, you noe the express girl.. and her family there too.. idk that her siblings at at serangoon sec too.. and abt her pregnancy.. idk.. i dont think its true..
as her" husband" is not there.. and her "child" is also not there..

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grampa's bdae is coming...

hmmm..


MAN! if my boifie is like hers.. i will soooo dump him.. because he didnt even give her any last wishes.. or at least be there to see her off or something.. i mean shes going overseas you noe.. for a couple of weeks not out for a few days or so.. WEEKS! MY FRIEND! WEEKS! YOU!!!! SIGHS... and you as a boifie.. are soooo not doing your job as one.. MAN! so not gentlemanly la he.. sooooo dissapointed in him.. unfortunately, im soooo dissapointed in my god brother. sighs!~

Labels: t3

LIKE THE NOOB YOU ALL KNOW..

INSTRUCTIONS


this blog is going to be irritating, for those who hates to fill in the blanks, english in particular.Actually, this is good for people who want challenges in their life. so don't bother to read, if your not up for it.

WELL. ANYWAY. here it goes.





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I feel bad for making ____ (a living thing.)feel that way..
now I see ____(the same living thing.)
sooooooooo _________(another word for weird.)..
I mean I was just helping ______(the other one.)..
____ (the other one.) asked me about _______(the same living thing that was for blank 1 and 2.)..
I just told _________ (the other one.) that you have A _________
(add suggested place where people keeps their daily entries.)..
and I thought it was an innocent question.
and that ___(the other one.) was curious.
didnt so expect that things goees that way.. sorry.

I feel like a complete __________ (add vulgarities here. and please do your worst.) MAN. I got you in trouble. in gossip. how bad can I be? The very reason I should just SHUT UP and mind my own beeswax.


Please insist that we are still friends and start this whole thing all afresh huh? forget the damage I have done to you. so cant face you like the way I used to.


ME AND MY BIG MOUTH!

things about love triangles just revolve around my surroundings.. in school.. among my friends.. ol' friends.. me and_________ (insert suggested name here.) It just gets messier and messier huh? I wouldnt want to know.


the irony....



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btw.. the new lightings my mum bought for the house was nice.. at least she insisted it was nice.. oh well~ the company had a service breakdown. apply your BZF in here ANNE' ! ... lol... wrong colour... wrong quantity.. blahblahblah.





haha.. CHECK THIS OUT! GRASS!.. haha.. get it?
Nicompoop! this is what the company of the lighting labels this box of FRAGILE products.
GLASS la dei!!!! GLASS! THEIR "R" pelat ah.. or something like that? LOL!

Labels: my close passage

suppose to do..like the notice board.. played uno stacko instead.. LOL. TALL SIA!

the irritating guy is there too....






my boifie is his boifie. & damn. its complicated..

Labels: at student hub

HAPPY VESAK DAY!
to those who celebrate that is..





this pic is shaky.. coz.. I saw suddenly someone I know walking towards my direction when I wanted to do this.. I was like.. " eh! alamak! paiseh ah! ".. hahah.. this was otw to woodlands.. at serangoon nel there.. .. & i thought I was late!

went to do the project all the way to woodlands.. ( too bad I stay super far from all of them.. follow majority they would say.. ) its like super long sia nvr go woodlands.. its like.. im going there for the first time like that uh..haha.. that place soooooooo reminds me of sengkang.. and when i think of sengkang i think... HEMA!!!!!!!!! ahah.... miss this pandi sia.. eh! I forgot how to speak in tamil already lah sei..

ya.. snapped fotos.. photos will be sponsored by the rest of the hawtstuffs soon.. HAH!


till then!

LOVES'
ANNABELLE

Labels: shy.

you asking me what Im doing now? im doing a ppt project abt this freaKing guy.. and his BIG company.


which is Creative.




should be done soon. ( it better be! ) then I can continue blogging during OA lessons with the rest of my classmates.. when skl starts again.. which is on tuesday..

[ and thats what I 've been doing ever since skl started wks ago.. the teacher talking to aida who is beside me.. im practically logging in webmessenger.. go friendster... signing in and updating blog.. entering chatrooms..etc. I was expecting her to scold me or something.. k she's one blur cock. ]

I think another few more slides to go.. THEN.. i can enjoy the hols... COME ON!!! COME ON!!!!!


Gambatte!!~

Labels: if i'm half as rich as him.

its better to be a child.. so carefree.. free from responsibilities..





pretty sure everyone in IQF hates bzf. sim ah sim!!!! hes not a teacher. hes someone who HELPS us READS the textbooks. thank you BUT i CAN READ IT MYSELF! JUST LIKE MY F& N TECHER LAST YEAR.


" im NOT a teacher! IM JUST A FACILITATOR.! whatever!~

sial ah. dont want to talk about her ah. bloody piece of shit! I ask her stuff about the o level project, she say " what do you think? ".. over and over..
I-D-I-O-T!

& to some people ah.. STOP IT LUR! YOU ARE NOT PRETTY. OR HANDSOME. fcuk off!~

so you ppl want me to talk about accounts test ah? i got two wOrds for you ppl. HAVENT FINISH!

NO TIME ahhhh. one hour where got enough time la siol? its like.. five minutes left.. I was like, HUH? WHAT? i havent balnce the a/c yet eh! how? shikin saw my paper.i practically scribbled through the balancing part in the last 5 minutes.. ya. thanks for the compliments. abt the nice handwriting thingy.. THANKS EH!~


i dont like it, when someone use my favourite t shirt. or use my favourite bag EVEN when I dont allow them to use.. wtf sia. when you gave it to me back, it like.. it dont look like its actually mine.. like a piece of garbage. but it happens to be my garbage. one word: IDIOT!

to come to school on tuesday not? just come ah, bzf project yet to be completed..


~ long time hj nvr msg me.I dont miss him anyway.. just wondering whats hes up to this time. k FINE! I miss him indirectly. geez~

Labels: ZzZ.

reminds me.. of ME! guilty?




I had my Bzf test.. ( last friday is it? all i rmb its last wk.. ) ( tuesday nvr cum skl, shoik siol! )i got back my paper on wed this wk ..11 1/2 over 14 siol! haha.. kk.. next time I do properly ah.. I really want to know my standards AND WHERE I STAND ( HAHA! )in Bzf.. I just chatted with adik eri as I was blogging..what a biker fanatic.. and doing my words that I was supposed to do at skl.. haha.. misses~.. kept in touch with most ppl I want to find out about their life as they move on.. june.. cant wait.. WILL SEE ALL OF THEM! of course, I dont want to see certain ppl. Im pretty sure they wouldnt want to see me too.. BLOODY PPL!


as I recalled back.. I did what I want to do in Bowen. ( its for me to know and for you to find out.. ) so I left with no regrets..



well!! lets see my schedule..

haiyooo.. roleplay is due by 26 may.. script.. is on 21.. I feel like I never do anything sia.. haiz.. nevermind la.. Im useless anyway. Dont know what to help anyway.. I will try to be more involved in the near future.. just afraid it might be too late by then.. accounting test.. tmr.. the major accounting test is on friday.. the second deadline of roleplay.. the presrntation dont know when.. after holiday.. got major Bzf test.. you see.. im telling all these.. so ppl can see my busy schedule.. as a prove that Im truly busy. haha! ( right!!!! )



graffiti club.
only now.. I realised my art sucked.. but it wasnt that bad.. just not up to MY standard..( others was worser sia.. like childlish got ah.. ) got some super nice ah.. like the gala one.. nice siol! goner decorate the notice board with aida, jia min and lyza.. like excited like that ah? hehe.. our senior like fortunately or infortunately is Alif. Sial ah! he realli reminds me of that datuk K. ( not the siti nurhaliza one ah? eww! not handsome got ah. )


just now... I was reading fifi's blog.. to see how she was coping in skl.. even she kene kacau sia.. nasib baik I didnt end up at the same skl as her.. (: I mean ppl like her.. how can kene bully sia.. ppl talking behind her back and stuff.. eventhough now I also kene.. BASKET SIOL! BUT hers seems more serious.

why the heck do i even care sia..


gtg! need to study for accounting test now.. sleepy sia!!!!

geez~

Labels: i'm bad? you ain't seen nothing yet.

im still trying to rap/sing this song.. fast sia they sing.. but nice song aniwaes..





Ladies and Gentlemen
You already know what it is
Ok, Yea, Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww shit
Im tryin to run in this mutherfcka
Im tryin to anyways
Got two hard lookin mutherfckers
Ca mon

I was tryin to enjoy ma night but you dun came here
Turned around looked mighty happy fore you came here
I then turn into a rude dude
Why you had to fuck up the night now we got to fight ima knock out ya lights

You aint doin nuthing but runnin ya yapp yapp
You got to got to go get a couple homeboy I am strapped strapped
I then turn into a rude dude man
Why you had to fuck up the night now we got to fight ima knock out ya lights

Dope little lady tryin to hold you back you better listen to her
She better not talk that shit ima have to put some piss right through her
I then turn into a rude dude man
Why you had to fuck up the night now we got to fight ima knock out ya lights...Ca mon

[Chorus]
Yea, damm, You think you cool, you think im not you think you tough
Damm, you think you hard, you think im soft, you think you rough
Damm,You talkin shit, betta close your lips, you need to hush
Before the end of the night im gunna have to take your ass to church

Yea, damm, You think you cool, you think im not you think you tough
Damm, you think you hard, you think im soft, you think you rough
Damm,You talkin shit, betta close your lips, you need to hush
Before the end of the night im gunna have to take your ass to church

Its a Sunday at the park im chillin trying to get ma swerve on
Some little lane trying to run that game trying to get his serve on
I then turn into a rude dude man
Why you gotta fuck up the park ima put you in the dark clap on clap off


You aint doin nuthing but runnin your pie hole
You gon' make me do somethin thatta get eye swolln'
I dont wanna be a rude dude man
Why you gotta fuck up the park ima put you in the dark clap on clap off

If thats your car you need to go ahead and get into it
Better not talk that shit you gonna get bust something through it
I then turn into a rude dude man
Why you gotta fuck up the park gotta put you in the dark lights on lights off

[Chorus]
Yea, damm, You think you cool, you think im not you think you tough
Damm, you think you hard, you think im soft, you think you rough
Damm,You talkin shit, betta close your lips, you need to hush
Before the end of the night im gunna have to take your ass to church

Yea, damm, You think you cool, you think im not you think you tough
Damm, you think you hard, you think im soft, you think you rough
Damm,You talkin shit, betta close your lips, you need to hush
Before the end of the night im gunna have to take your ass to church

[Bridge]
Those niggas think they hard, so why they think im not
Until I put it hard and I show them what I got kinda like [gun shot] [mumbling]
Im like those niggas think they hard, so why they think im not
Until I put it hard and I show them what I got kinda like [gun shot] [mumbling]
Those bitches think they hard, so why they think im not
Until I put it hard and I show them what I got kinda like [gun shot] [mumbling]
Those bitches think they hard, so why they think im not
Until I put it hard and I show them what I got kinda like [ gun shot] [mumbling]....lets do it

[Chorus]
Yea, damm, You think you cool, you think im not you think you tough
Damm, you think you hard, you think im soft, you think you rough
Damm,You talkin shit, betta close your lips, you need to hush
Before the end of the night im gunna have to take your ass to church

Yea, damm, You think you cool, you think im not you think you tough
Damm, you think you hard, you think im soft, you think you rough
Damm,You talkin shit, betta close your lips, you need to hush
Before the end of the night im gunna have to take your ass to church




saturday


early morning.. tummyache.. mashieee msg to meet at 830.. ok.. fine..ate prata first.. ( sempat la sei.. ) took 133 and meet the babes at 830.. i wasnt thinking well.. cause my uncle just passed away.. the day before.. my mum was calm when she told me the news at night.. " your uncle just passed away at seremban.. he got accident.." but I was damn shocked.. super shocked upon hearing the news.. I mean who not shocked sia.. I was like, " you mean that uncle of mine? huh? hes still young sia.. about only going to reach 40 like that.. " ma.. i feel like crying.. thats what I told her.. true enough, my eye teared. Eventhough he was not close to me, I felt the loss. I mean, only weeks if not months his son only cukur his rambut.. see what I mean.. his child is still young.. I remembered him always pampering his daughters.. I was at his wedding also.. that was when I was super young.. I remembered whenever they come over, I would say," Ma.. look! it the pengantin!" and everybody there will start laughing.. and I will be like " its true what? ".. and I was like in kindergarden that time..

the memories..


anyway.. the discussion was ok.. after mac all went toilet to snap pics.. haha.. chit chatted.. zahra said she wanner do something on my bdae.. when I see the sly look and evil smile... i thought..MAN Im in for trouble.. if like this.. tk nk gi skola ah.. scared~ (:




the laughing buddies of mine.








only I am blurred.. me blurr cock.. rriigghhtt..







mummy did told me to bring my brolly.. I didnt want to ask I thought it just adds weight to my bag.. menyesal~








ima. half split eh? cute la..



p.s. credits goes to zahra's phone.



gtg. going to eat my Mcchicken now.. man.. its cold.. bye!

you guys dont wouldn't know me anymore. no one will recognise me anymore. :(

fuck. everyime i close my eyes, I see you smiling at me.. and I was wondering, WHY ARE YOU STILL THERE waiting for me? WHY?


( gimme a moment of peace. )


oh ya.. and if you dont like her.. just tell me. i can help you to tell her, that you are not interested in her. but I think she rather that she hear the news from the horse's mouth. just dont break her heart further even if I want you to do so. as far as I know, it is by far, her first time truly falling in love.

I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.




I FEEL LIKE PUNCHING YOU!!!!!
GRRR!!!!!
i dont feel me anymore. ):

HAPPY 12TH BIRTHDAY, FIRZAN ARMANI. & 18th FOR HAZI!







( spread the lo♥e ppl. )



hey lil' bro. lorts of love. peace yaw. and hazi, dont stressed over "you noe". its not worth it. MOVE ON. all the best in doing so.(:




till then.



LO♥ES'
ANNE

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yang kan membelaimu cinta

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genggamlah tanganku cinta
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ku teringat hati
yang bertabur mimpi
kemana kau pergi cinta
perjalanan sunyi
engkau tempuh sendiri
kuatkanlah hati cinta

ingatkan engkau kepada
embun pagi bersahaja
yang menemanimu sebelum cahaya
ingatkan engkau kepada
angin yang berhembus mesra
yang kan membelaimu cinta

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