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Thursday, July 31, 2008

♥ cherry blossoms and chocolates.

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY ROLIAH!!!

haha! smile always.

PAINTING THE MASK. cherry blossom style. lawar ke per?

whatever eh, yani!!

i call this mask in love.

SMOKIN'!!!

???

DAMN com at home, got virus and stuff! IDIOT! HAVE TO BLOG AT SCHOOL.

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Monday, July 28, 2008

♥ shake, shake.Shake SHAKE shake it

he was cutee. Seriously. If you are reading this, don't think too much uhz! Its like I've seen his sis somewhere.

(shut up if you want no one to be hurt, kays?)

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where la he stay. Seriously, A and K looks the same. Esp from behind.

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Many things too say, and she's bottling it up.

I think I'm jealous.

ENVIOUS.

pissed off.

disappointed.

etc.

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I'm on my way there, I just know it.

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erm, maybe he really want to tell me something.

&& that I'm running away from it.

I have many things to say.

Just don't know where to start.
( one moment heartbroken, one moment not. )

(lets' just end it here.)

she sings~

one step at a time..

its like learning to fly, but fallin' in love..

Yeah, I'm so freaking random.

I know my readers dont know what the heck I was talking about. I didn't plan to tell you ppl also.

So, happy guessing!

oh yeah, I'm ready to flop my OA CA.
geez, I better not fail this man! if not, malu-ing dok!

(YANI, i like to mark your paper. So, colourful. Makes me happy.)

~in my mind, LOL, mr sim! LOL.~

i didn't know you find marking my scripts fun.
IN FACT, i never thought that marking ANY answer scripts was FUN at all.

HAH!

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alamak, he changed his name lur sei. No more HJ. Now JJ already lar! super-LOL.
love, that's crap. LMAO.

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have the confidence to go far. You will make it there.

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Saturday, July 26, 2008

♥ gobbledygook

what la CJM blur!! HAHA. thanks for this pic anyway. I love playing with the paints. Felt like a small kid again, doing finger painting. LOL. uncompleted tree. The people of the other CCA were quite nice and helpful. Thanks Grace and Lydee for making this day a GREAT ONE. Group 1 nice la. We sholud have done my rainbow.. HAHA. its ok. group 1 also have. we have the same minds? I feel like re-doing the whole thing. see, the theme is like going green, and the paints given to us is only three colours, red, yellow, and blue. we have to mix to get green.. Brown wasn't so possible. HAH! I managed to see him from a vantage point. sighs. i found some images of frogs, since you guys said the frog Min drew was weird. and the other pics you guys wanted.

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Thursday, July 24, 2008

♥

haha! like finally, extentions out!
Tmr fridayy.... yay! Having such high hopes for tmr. I hope it will not dampen my hopes.
A few more hours to TGIF?!!

OA test today lah sei. damned OA. The problem lies in me? It was like ****. Thanks CJM for helping me with the test.Tmr another test. control accounts. important topic oi! but I dont know much about this topic. The teacher is like rushing us. But its good though. i dont know if my green notebook is of any use to me. But what the heck. I LOVE IT!
erm, will he read this blog? i hope he will/ will not.
circle one.
oh yea. I love my teachers.
hope they will still teach me next year..
(as in stick with me for the rest on my ITE days.)

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Seeing her just now, reminds me of my dreams this morning.. dreams are like sooo illogical. lol. everybody calls out my name so that _____... exactly like what happened earlier.
erm, de ja vu?
the playlist is out. Check it out!
yeah, this time lesser songs ah. sorry.

Labels: feeling pretty insubstantial?

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Wednesday, July 23, 2008

♥ when your expectations are as high as mountains.

woah sei!! yani hard at work lah!!! HAHA!
guess whats runnning in her mind now.

(idiot water hose!!)

did you guessed it right?

hah.

my final product. I know not nice. I dont work well with spray. so.. yeah.. We all had problems balancing and navigating between the small area. and my "spraying area" is soo small. I mean, look at that. my leg trapped in the green things. I dont know what plant is that, but at the end of the day, its all squashed up. Wait when the environment club members found out about this,They will scream their arse at me.

With the spray suffocating the plants...

lol.

CJM'S final product. ya lahhh!! got improve. (:

This really makes me want to look forward to FRIDAYYYYY. yessah!

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I went to school with him la sei. facing each other lagi ader ah. I shy, just pretend to look away. If like this ah, I rather take 53 everyday ah. Dont want to take 58 anymore. LOL. That senior sucks man.. I dont know what is her problem.. trying to find fault with us.luckily on Friday and the nxt few Fridays, she won't be with us. Everyone else is fine.

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Got back results for BzF. not up to par. like durh. It was quite okkay though. Not bad for a sickly to do slighty better. If I were to do an average of rmy BzF, I would get a B. a few more points would have been an A. SCREAMS.. You know my accounting teacher told us some interesting stories and pretty motivational too. things abt ITE graduates making it to the U. Saying that, ngee ann poly is the MOST generous poly, and are more willing to take up ITE students, because they think that ITE students are willing to study and are more hardworking than those who are not ITE grads(no kidding). Some how that inspires me to strive on. sp too (willing to take ITE grads), but the ITE intake is smaller. Btw, I dont think I can make it la.. considering the topics now are more tougher.

but mrs lee said, " you should laugh less, and learn more."

wth is that suppose to mean? HAH. Im very quiet okkay in the class.

According to her, I am suppposed to score more than 90 in the finals.

I was like "WHAT?!!! SIALLLLLLL ah!!!!!!!! cherrr, thats not possible cher!!

and then she said, " you will make it wan.."

~banyak la dier punyer you will make it. ~

considering we have to fight for our position in the poly and many people having As, eventhough with the moderation.. one word in my mind. (*$@#!) Its good to pressure yourself. It will do you good. (pandai-pandai kau la.) my accounting is a slack, and my business has upped. I so going to die for OA. I am seriously lost. && we are sooo not bitching around stuff here kays? I can't wait for friday eventhough there will be a test that I dread on. OA. its a mini one. Wait..There's a test right?

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FRIDAYYYY!

Boy, do I have a high expectations for that day.

pls dont dampen my suprisingly high spirit while you are at it.

i miss painting stuff!

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&& i cant wait for the weekends. I need a new shoe. like seriously. Oh yea, playlist for the month coming up real soon. So, stay tuned!

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oh yea, I believe, therefore I am.

idk why it sticks to me so hard.

HAH!

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Tuesday, July 22, 2008

♥

100th post. LOL. whatever~
did I tell you how much I love my brother. I mean, look! he sooo handsome.. hahah!

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Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE KANG!!!!!!!
tmr two persons birthday.
cool or what?
thats why I love JULY!

JULY rocks!!

Labels: JUST DIGITS.

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Sunday, July 20, 2008

♥ hear that sound? thats my wake up call.

i'm down with fever. WTF. why oh why.. must it happen NOW among all the other days. Some more tmr Bzf CA. IDIOT rights? stay strong. How la am I going to take the paper like this. (excuses..) Study more for Science man, com'on. Sadly,One of my ex- schoolmates have left the school as what I heard. But his reason was to study & go poly the next year, thats pretty reasonable. MAN! he sounds so sensible. If some one who is playful have started waking up and started studying, I should be ahead of that. wayyyy ahead of that.

btw, I had a dream just like the above pic. but mine was at the bus stop. When I think about it again, it's pretty funny. HAH! better get back to study my Bzf.

oh yea,according to my brain..

Business is the general term that describes all activities and institutions that produces goods or provides services for our daily needs to satisfy the needs of the society.

CORRECT NOT?

see, I did this without the help of anyone or my book. Am I good OR what? LOL. what only..

maybe, I should consider taking banking. Actually, I wanted to coz I can memorise stuff. But ah, time exam, my mind will black out one. Thats pretty terrifying uhs? I don't know whats the use of statistics anyway. I think my mum is goner kill me if i take banking. HAH! Coz I told her the other time, banking got alot of people suffer and they regret taking it. && statistics pretty easy as they say. I hope I dont regret whatever my next decisions ah.

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Friday, July 18, 2008

♥

Happy 17th birthday Charles!

Charles and that "cap".

and yea, thats Suhaimi (the maroon shirt).. So sad kena bully. HAH!~

and thats our form teacher. For an ol' nag, he's pretty okkay. LOL.

SO SPORTING.

btw, I dont know whats with the sheep thingy.

but oh well, its hilarious.

i bet it was a memorable day for you. && you got your friends to thank for organising this for you.

Everybody was like laughing their arse off. super funny! whose next birthday in our class.. HAHA. its in the same gang also right. Its only a few days away.

evil laugh.~

(this is the sight of IQF I've never seen before. Its pretty sweet and memorable, I guess.)

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look. the main focus is me. (:

I miss them all. Seriously. It was a reward to see them again. Thanks. I really needed that. I was so being myself. Not keeping things to myself and stuff. (eh? why doraemon not in the pic? BOO.) I was stuck with the trial balance thingy, && I realised the stupid mistake after quite some time. how to take statistics like this? I think pressure is good. Eh, what la dhey? I not straight A student or those students that tops the class le. buat klakar ke per? It will be good if that happens. Btw, you should know the standard of ITE. No wonder they say Its The End. After people like me who is taking statistics, and after we graduate, where will we go. There is not much choice rights. BUTTTT its not really the end. (or is it?) kays, shuddup. Today was a joyful day, and I'm glad about that. We should live simply and not expect a lot in life. seriously. only then you can really feel how blessed you are. May we all succeed in life. Stay strong to all the turbulence coming in our way, and don't let it affect us too much.

till we meet again, my friends.

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Wednesday, July 16, 2008

♥ time better be on my side.

all three schools combined together. HAH! my tie cute nia? LOL. i miss cedar & bowen.

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AHHHHHHH!!! one week after my birthday. know what that means? Lava's Birthday!!!! wakakaka! so cute. all the july babies all born seven days apart from one another. every week got at least one birthday.(for july only.) HAH.
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY LARVANYA !
miss you teaching me tamil. i not Loosu !
I think correct bahs. (:

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gone ______ hoppin'. as usual.

____ as i was reading through the ______, some things were gone. its ok. Its good to _________ & _____________. whatever mis________, things are still not___________ out yet. No, it BETTER NOT _________ again. Yang bersalah itu aku sei. stop talkin' about the_______. i feel so___ when someone say I ______-ing about _______ in ______. SHUDDUP YANIIIII. a/c s CA was like __________. I better do SUPER WELL for Business ah. YANIIIIIIII BOLEHHHHHHH. haha. ni la self motivation. whatever~

btw, cant wait for nxt friday ah. that guy sucks. to think I have a crush on him. Boo A___!!! he is ~~cute though~~_________. reminds me of K______ ( because the both of them are darker in colour). which unfortunately, ON THE BAD SIDE, reminds me of my x because of______. IDIOT. btw, mural painting.... WOHOO. Goner be my first attempt. ahahz! it better be fun. IT WILL BE. 25th julyyyy. (: && pls end the week quickly. I want no more sufferings. at least for the time being. join another cca ah? i join cooking ah.. I miss cooking anyway. HAH.
btw, ONLY ONE YEAR BLOGGING? I thought it was longer. oh ya, it is. LOL. deleted some posts, durh.
(dramatic pause)
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Monday, July 14, 2008

♥

I need someone to talk to. some one not from my recent school. Com' on.. Com' on.. I want to get out of there fast.. sighs~

Cant wait for Friday though.. even if there's practically nothing to do, I just want to meet you guys.

MAN! I feel so agitated. ARGHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! only god knows my true feelings.

today & tmr skippin' skl. Wednesday CA already. petty cash & cash book. I dont think I can make it in time, you know I a bit slow and stuff. I want another A again. Oh, my another worry is OA. damn it. I got a C. bastard. embarassing lagi ade ah!

btw, my previous CA.

if I were to have a report card, it would have this:

A (smiles. so worth it ponteng skola just to study @ lib.)

B (another 2 more marks, I would obtain an A. DAMN me!)

C (in times of a panicky situation, this is what I get. I should chill down A LOT more!

haha. cute ehk? NO. I better not fail s&w.

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which to choose?

statistics... or banking...statistics or banking... statistics...... banking........banking......statistics....

if you are wondering, those are my electives.. so.. hmm..

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sounds like I talking like a nerd? NO. I'm just concerned about my future thats all. No more fooling around. except for ponteng a few days and stuff.

Labels: lets get the butter knife and kill hj together.

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Saturday, July 12, 2008

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end of first week of school.
yeaps! sooo looking forward to this day. I love waking up superlate at 12+.. and then slack.
but then school spoils the day. seriously, I should study for my science, but how the heck do you study for practicals.. it not something I can find in the kitchen to practise.. unlike f&n.. ya. im making up excuses again. damn me for being one heck of a procrastinator.

(man! i miss the f&n lessons. in particular,

bullying lim lei lian, which btw is the teacher. her nick: triple L. hahah!)

today is saturday. && yea.. i have problems changing my blog skin.. but its ok.. sighs~
is the candies empire one.. super cute nias?
im such a sucka' at OA. i mean seriously, i better start paying more attention in there. non stop msging ppl at messenger && stuff.. I mean the teacher keeps repeating stuff.. && i was like.. "pls move on!".. while i was waiting for her, i so was into the own e-world, that when I came back to reality.. I totally am.. lost.

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his gf seems to be jealous when I am around him. i mean, pls dont be. You can have him by yourself, really. I dont need to fight it out with you. Unless he decides to have me, which is very possible. (ermm..) But even so, I won't take him. So pls dont treat me as though I'm the third party. I just his friend. I seriously got no feelings for him fyi. So dont hate me. Its just weird that him and me are somewhat similar in many aspects.

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studySTUDYstudy.if I were to continue this, i have the potential of being a future accountant ehk? LOL. I seriously aim for a diploma in accountancy or something..

(yea.. laugh at me while you're at it.. idiot!)

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oh yea, I forgot to mention that I find school is actually INTIMIDATING. dont ask me why.

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oh ya, taupok asked me when I'm goner see them. haha! when you all free tell me k? Miss you ppl! Eventhough your(i mean, taupok) irritating!! grr!!! HAHA!!

Labels: waiting for the world to change?

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Wednesday, July 09, 2008

♥

today was raining super heavily. thunder storms.. lighting.. luckily no need to come super early as usual. 730 left the hse. lightning was frekin' me out.
~whatever!~
anyway,happy birthday to me! LALALALA~
18 already can smoke ah? LOL. whatever.
somehow i can say im the happiest today in my ITE life.
i was super-speechless lar! sherry was there too! sampai ter-sasol lagi ader ah when I was talking to sherry! thanks for the cake! it was super yummy! seriously! CHOCOLATES!!!!!! YEY-ZAH!!!!~
btw, thanks shikin azahri for the chocolate. eventhough its broken, it dont matter. REALLY! the fksb and the rest, like so cute ah line up to shake hand with me!
thanks mr sim for the macs treat! luckily, there's no hug, like mrs james! LOL.
thanks everyone that wished me a happy birthday. I sure did have it! thanks everyone. (Unfortunately, my god bro went mia. && his brother. hes so cute btw. saw him last sat or sunday and his friend, ahmad at kovan. MISSES.) nvrmind ler, got eri good enough ah! LOL.(:

too bad no games. its okkay though.

LOL.
happy happy like mad mad.
I got my wish.
- THAT im happy with the ppl around me. && vice versa.
- dont need those flashy stuff.
- I'm cured. No cramps what so ever! MAN! wohoo!
happiness!
yessah!
Thank my god ah!
(:

I seriously felt so blessed today, WITH THE MESSAGES IN THE CARD. never felt so blessed in my life. in the morning as i went to school, mum sent me a bdae msg. dad gave me a lump sum of money. was shocked. && i thought he was still mad at me or something.so touched. tears just flowed sia.. at the bus.. the guy beside me was like thinking, is that girl okkay not? hahah! thanks for those who made this day possible! LOVES! oh ya! luckily, there's no flying eggs and stuff! phew! LOL.

ppl to thank:
- whole of IQF
- SHERRY
- FITRI
- Arief(god bro)
- Hafiz
- banana && her twin
- ivan
- lava
- nafisah
- mummy yogi
- mummy && daddy
- those who wish me in friendster
- RRRROOOOOLLLIIIIAAAAHHHHH!!!!!! hahaha. (:

sial ah! alot ah! sorry if i nvr write your name. ):

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its kinda funny when strangers wish you happy birthday. But its nice to know that they know that you exist.

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sadly, the sac ah.. (sighs.) the seniors abandon the non-product design ppl. its okkay. lur. quit sac ah. join cookery ah! lol.

Labels: the sunshine I've never seen for quite some time.

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Tuesday, July 08, 2008

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So many things happening tomorrow.
the games for CAH.
AH sim blanja macs breakfast for CAH.
SAC. wohoo! gila la I.
spray painting!!! cant wait! Cx
SO FUN AH.
that guy not cute anymore huh.
emo suits him well.
btw, me & the rest of the hawtstuffs got extentions.
mine is red. && NNOO yana. I didnt have green.
HAHAHA!

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Friday, July 04, 2008

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&& she screams:
(1) WHERE MA PARTY, PA' PARTY, PARTY, PA'PARTY PEOPLE AT? ((:
(2) I don't want school to start. DAMN SHORT HOLIDAYS!
(3) COUNTDOWN.
(4) dif. (damn its friday.)
(5) I dont want school! (did i say that already? i can always say it again.)
(6) stop running away from reality.
(7) S-H-I-T!
(8) I-D-I-O-T!
(9) I want to see the sac ppl. HAH!
(10) I DONT WANT SCHOOL. (this never ends.)

Labels: and she's screams within..

@ 4:29 PM

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

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IM SORRY I LAST MINUTE CANT GO..
to the bbq.. i mean. i wanted to go actually to cam-whore.. but.
I gorta appointment..
from 2 until i dont know what time..
sad-sad.
until dont know what time sei. then go find present for dad.
from evening till night.. walking around like idiots just to get the right thing.
AS USUAL, it will take me donkey years to choose a present.
ya.. I dont really like my dad. BUT surely he deserves something.
(or i got a motive? hmm..)

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BTW!
YAY-ness. && thank god its JULY!!!!
omg!~~~
WOHOO!!
all the july babies.. WOHOO!!!
LETS SEE. got weiting, winston, dzul, mine, ani, larva, suf, shikin azahari, jk, sandy, roliah. woOo.. alot ah!
(i think still got some more.. i'll go find out myself ah.)
hahah!

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oh ya.. btw.. about the fighting when we were sec 3. STOP IT MAN! in fact, I dont remember what it is about also. BECAUSE I KNOW KNOW TO FORGIVE & FORGET! UNLIKE YOU.DONT be so CHILDISH and act LIKE A GIRL. imbecile! Just because you dont WANT TO FORGET THAT, doesn't mean.. HEY WTH lah.. we were just trying to protect our friend ok.. just because of that incident, you don't want and keep insisting that you dont want to go to the movies with us. I dont want to argue over this case, COZ i really find it stupid. I don't bother with ppl who don't know how to forgive and forget. I was willing to forgo the past in order for the outing.. && THIS is what I get. thanks alotttt! ps. this is not about the last day of june. is about another outing. && fcuk the person who tries to impose me.

Labels: get that gun. un-exist him.

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