funny thing that the senario chun-chun two months ended just like that.. idk whether he purposely choose this date not.
the irony..





i went home early. I was like resting while mum was watching her fav. show and obviously I fell asleep slept till 2.30 something.. heard my phone got the alert that its running out of bat. retrived it. MAN! GOT MSG.. durh~ A NEW MESSAGE "godbrother"... opened it. kak? you there. mcm maner ni. nk msg dier now tk? checked msg sent..1.39pm. WOW! thats like 1 hour ago, i thought,ok?. adik? sori eh. terlambat reply. I was asleep earlier ah. i tink you shouldnt yet. maybe you should just have a small casual talk to her first. (i kept emphasising that word..) kak. tak per. I just broke up ngn dier. WHAT? SHIT! SERIOUS PER. actually, its no shock. I really think so. I really do. I just hope your not angry with me.. I wont, I swear. Im glad that you did the right thing. I hope that will not be the last time I will hear from him. I was just one hour late in the reply.
WHY DID I SLEEP? IN JUST ONE HOUR, YOU DID IT ALL. I just have 2 words for myself: SHIT!!!!!! ARGHSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sori you had to wait an hour. But in that hour, you made the decision. The time aint right baby.

I expected it to happen anyway. Its just that its too soon. Im just glad that he feels relieved. Its no bias remark. In fact, I wasnt helping anybody.

I mean, I COULD HAVE!! BUT WHAT HAPPEN? ITS ME WHO SIBOK DESPERATELY WANTS HER BEAUTY SLEEP. NOW THAT IT HAPPENED. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO NOW.


& you said,its not too late, its never too late. You're sooooo wrong.


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if you want to ask about what happened during the rest of the day, I would say, I'VE LOST THE MOOD TO KLUAR. TK JADI SIOL. And I just kept blaming myself. (and heck Im NO EMO.) But the main idea is: IT SHOULD HAPPEN. IT DOESNT MATTER WHEN. IN FACT, THE EARLER, THE BETTER. Idk why its bothering me. the actual victim..

the one really hurting him/herself from the heart aint me..

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